I've wasted my youth on certain things that I've regretted, I've loved, I've cried, I've ruined, I've died inside again and again, but i know for one thing for sure is I've learn, I've became wiser, yes I've fallen down again and again but its all for better days. i see friends, teens, getting ruined by addiction , weed, LSD, Lust, drugs and etc. And all i could feel was a sorry, or maybe i would like to tell them that in life is isn't all that. today i went out for dinner  with some friends, this area are smoking areas, but 16 year olds hangouts in a place where the adults were hanging, making loud noises, smoking, acting like they were adults. girls touching boys like they have lost their sense of dignity in them. 

 

But who am i to judge, i was in that position too, addicted to thing that i believe was good for me. i thought i was wise enough to make my own decision, i thought i was wise enough to know who to love. But it was just an alter ego thinking that i could conquer whatever and whenever, But now i know that we will never stop learning, i wouldn't be surprise if i turn to 60 and done understand the character that i have. But life isn't all we think whats good now, we might fall in love in things that we hate in the beginning in life.

that position too, addicted to thing that i believe was good for me. i thought i was wise enough to make my own decision, i thought i was wise enough to know who to love. But it was just an alter ego thinking that i could conquer whatever and whenever, But now i know that we will never stop learning, i wouldn't be surprise if i turn to 60 and done understand the character that i have. But life isn't all we think whats good now, we might fall in love in things that we hate in the beginning in life.